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« @SILVERHAND » TEXT ✧ AUDIO ✧ VIDEO ✧ ACTION Johnny Silverhand ✦ Cyberpunk 2077
RESIDENCE ✦ Townhouse
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby "Not here. Leave a message."

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[Johnny nearly shakes his head, amused despite the subject matter that always turns him bitter. If anything else, V’s always been a man of his word; stubborn as hell, too. He has no doubt he’ll follow through with making life a pain in the ass for Arasaka and all the big corps.]

Got no doubt about that. Give ‘em hell twice over for me whenever we get back home.

[He points at the flat surface of the desk again.]

Put your hand back down. Not even close to finished yet.

[disrupts]

[ The real miracle here is that, somehow, V hasn't smudged the coat Johnny's already painted on. Impressive, really, considering his penchant for being unable to sit still for any length of time. Not that he really sees it for what it is; he's not all that familiar with how frustrating it is smudging nail polish.

Hand flattening out again on the desk top, as though he's about to let Johnny play Five Finger Fillet with his 'ganic hand, he scoots closer so he can rest his forearm on cluttered surface too. ]

'course. Even let 'em know who it's on behalf of.

[ With his optics pulled back towards his own hand, and what Johnny's doing with his nails, his mind drifts pleasantly this time. ]

Been thinkin' 'bout bein' here. What I'm doin' with this time.

[ Borrowed time, maybe. Relative to both his own longevity, and being able to spend time with Johnny, Jackie, Vincent... people he knows won't be there if they get sent home. Honestly, he's thought a lot about wanting to stay. He knows Kerry doesn't want to, but fuck, it's difficult to want to leave this place, even with all its problems. ]

Wanna have fun. And I want to make a difference.

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[Johnny uncaps the bottle again, the copper-y rust color shining on the brush. He works on an unpainted nail of V’s with the same steadiness as before, though he does lean an elbow onto the desk, reflective of the merc’s own body language.]

So what’s that mean, then?

[Curious, it’s a simple question. Having fun and wanting to make a difference are both generalizations in their own way, could swing towards either side of the spectrum. Johnny isn’t surprised that V’s time here has him wanting to make the best of an unusual situation, surrounded by people he’d not normally get to spend time with.]

The havin’ fun part’s easy. But making a difference? That mean more than just runnin’ gigs and workin’ on your bike?

[disrupts]

[ Humming an agreement - the kind that betrays he's not sure what it looks like yet - his eyes lift again to watch Johnny's expression as he concentrates. It's not passed him by that things between them feel more relaxed than they have before. Solid, stable.

Either way, he can't deny the urge to want to do more here. ]

Been back to the sky station couple times to help.

[ Admittedly at least one of those times was solely to avoid Johnny. But it doesn't change the fact he went and helped rescue people. ]

Just feel like while 'm here, and I don't gotta worry 'bout shit at home... could do more. Don't just wanna run gigs for Red.

[ Whenever the opportunity's presented, he helps Kerry with his music shit. Whatever that looks like, from being security at the showcase to helping him make merch. What he wants is to be involved in a way that helps. ]

Wanna go see more. Trippy shit, and the shit we don't get to see at home. Past month's been messed up but I learned from it. Keep forgettin' to stop 'n just... taste the fruit, or somethin'. Smell the flowers.

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Wanna make the best of the time you got. I get it. Hope that’s a sentiment that carries back home whenever we get return.

[Murmured with a veiled focus, working on V’s fingers. If nothing else, he can’t argue the point — making a difference in the ways available to a man is all he can ask of the world, and most of the world doesn’t even listen. If V does, though? Well, that’s important. Means something, and he’s glad for it.]

You find somethin’ you think is especially worth seein’, you better call me up so I can take a look, too. Like I said, I want a piece of the action.

[The last nail finished, Johnny leans back, motioning at that same hand.]

Gotta let it dry now.

[disrupts]

[ Figuring that anything Johnny repeats is worth the attention at least, V's focus is hanging on every imparted word. Just so happens that V'd have no hesitation in extending an invitation. In fact, he'd probably sooner assume Johnny was coming along without an invitation.

But he nods his agreement all the same, optics drawing down to the sheen of color on his nails and the urge to touch is powerful and bordering on all-consuming. Even he's not gonk enough to follow through, not when he's certain something bad'd happen if he did. Still... ]

How long's that take? 'cause I really wanna...

[ Wiggling his fingers fractionally, V's optics flick up to the older man's face inquisitively. He wants to touch is what he means. ]