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Make yourself comfortable, why don’t you.

[Not that Johnny actually cares — it’s just second nature of his to give V a hard time. He steps forward, closer to the bed, working at his belt. It isn’t long before that, too, is gone, discarded with the rest of its clothing brethren, along with his pants and boxers.

It leaves him completely exposed, as naked as V with the exception of his silver dog tags still hanging around his neck. Like this, the tattoos on his body are stark against his skin; so are the old scars gone white-ish and pale, some more ancient than others, especially those that that seem to originate from where the chrome of his arm meets flesh. Old war wounds, a spiderwebbing reminder.

Notably, his own cock is still showing interest, semi-hard. Johnny doesn’t waste time moving to closer to V so he’s more than likely to notice if he hasn’t already, sinking his knees into the mattress and closing the space between them, a hand bracing himself into the headboard so he can dip down and catch the man’s lips in a messy kiss. His lips are curled vaguely the whole while, and when he pulls away, the silver of his dog tags clink together.]

This mean you’re gonna run downstairs naked, too, to get your clothes when we’re done here? I’d like to see that.

[His organic hand wanders to V’s leg, sliding towards his inner thigh without any sense of subtlety.]

[ With Johnny's jab taken exactly how little he meant it, V's expression is a picture of unrepentant amusement. That part's familiar. What's not is seeing Johnny bare, no clothes swathed around his frame, and even as Johnny's climbing onto the bed and making a beeline for him, V's drinking in the sight like a man in the desert looking at an oasis. Problem is with V, he's bad at playing it cool, mostly doesn't see the point. If he likes something, he's gonna show he does, even if that runs the risk of inflating the man's already sizeable ego.

By the time Johnny's leaning in to claim his mouth, V's cock is renewed with interest, and though the kiss is messy in a way that invites him to pour himself into, he's got a narrow margin to still think in. He doesn't even bother replying to Johnny's question, a hand reaching between the rockerboy's legs, wrist angled so when his fingers finally slide around his cock, his strokes are long and his thumb drags over the tip unapologetically.

'course he was gonna touch the man's cock the moment he gets presented it. Part of him's tempted to follow his own ideas about how this could go. To drag Johnny up until he's straddling V's shoulders, guiding that half-hard cock into his mouth so he can get his own curiosity settled about what Johnny tastes like. But seems like Johnny's already got his own plan, and V's flexible enough to just see where that goes. ]

Gonna keep askin' questions or follow through? 'cause I got a preference.

[ Never a moment that V won't inject maximum cheek, but never more so than around Johnny. ]

[Johnny’s ego would’ve been inflated no matter what; V’s interest in him—and how his dick is starting to stand at attention a second time—is proof of that. There’s no getting around the satisfaction in knowing he’s the one making him feel that way. That right now, despite their back and forth, V definitely wants to fuck him.

Thing is, it’s a two-way street. If he cared more, it’d be embarrassing how quickly his own body reacts to the nomad’s touch, as though he’d been starved of it for so long without even knowing. V’s fingers around his length, stroking him slowly, draws out a low noise from his chest. Neglected from the start, it doesn’t take long for him to harden fully under the tease of the man’s touch, and he allows himself the privilege of rolling his hips straight into it, just because he can — because Johnny’s always been impatient and self-indulgent to a fault.]

Fuck, V.

[He breathes it just above his shoulder, angling his head down with closed eyes. Johnny’s hair tickles V’s skin. The gem embedded in his chest like shrapnel glows bright.]

This fuckin’ Synchrony… keep that up and I’m done well before either of us wanna be. [His hand trails back up to curl around V’s wrist to halt him.] Turn over, on your knees.

[ The noise would've been all V needed to grab for Johnny's hips and scoot him up the bed, right to his waiting, wet mouth, but the man's got other ideas. At this point V just wants to come, the edging from earlier still sitting heavy in his veins. It's that ache for something he's been denied that fuels his movement, not rushed but enough to show he's into the idea. But before he's anywhere close to turning over, he fists a hand into the back of Johnny's dark hair, steals a searing kiss from him. Takes it because he wants it.

Whether Johnny comes to realize it or not, it's been a little while since anybody's fucked V like this, and though he trusts the rockerboy, there's a part of him that's prepared for it to hurt if Johnny's impatience rules.

Pushing the man back just enough to give him space to move, he's at least limber enough to turnabout with minimum effort. Both hands grip onto the headboard, legs sliding outside Johnny's until it looks like he's kneeling at an altar. A gaze cast over his shoulder at the older man, a lopsided grin because this is... not exactly how he imagined his night was gonna turn out. ]

Thought about doin' this before?

[The kiss earns another bright glow from his gem, as if it could get any brighter, feeling like it’s ebbing with each heartbeat, with each flame stoked a little hotter in his chest. He likes the taste of V, he thinks — it’s a thought that lingers well after he breaks the kiss and watches the other man turn around and grip the headboard. Ready, willing. Now there’s a sight.

Still cheeky, though, with a question like that. At this point, what’s the shame in being honest?]

Once or twice. Prefer not to spend all day distracted by what I’d do to your ass.

[Johnny scoots his knees back a little, moves both hands to the cheeks of V’s ass to give them a squeeze.]

Dreamt about it once… That was a mess to wake up to in the mornin’.

[He smirks, uncaring, leaning himself a little forward. The curvatures of V’s muscles from this angle, much less his backside, has got him aching between his legs again, but he can ignore that for now with what he’s got in mind.]

What about you? Ever dreamt that I’d eat you out like this?

[Which is only the real preamble that he gives, before spreading the merc a little more open with his hands, then nestling his face into those curves. His tongue flattens and laves against V’s hole, humming satisfaction.]

[ 'Once or twice' could mean anything, and V has no idea if Johnny's understating or if he's the only gonk in the room that thought about it a lot more. Not that it matters; they're where they are now and if he tenses his ass muscles just a little when Johnny gets his hands on his ass cheeks, maybe that's for his benefit too.

There's a flash of pride at least that Johnny's dealt with the morning after one of those dreams featuring him. Wet dreams at eighty-eight years old? Impressive, really. But there's a flair of amusement in their sync at least on V's part.

Not that it's given much room to exist at all because the moment V's brain catches up with the fact that this isn't just a question, but a fucking practical demonstration, arousal lances through everything else. There's no restraint to his groan, wrapped around a breath out and only muffled when he turns his face to press into his arm.

Answer's no, but he can't remotely think about putting even that short, two-letter word together right now. One of his hands pries free from the headboard to flatten up against the wall and push himself back onto Johnny's tongue. Cock throbbing again and desperate for attention, it takes a moment before his other hand releases the firm grip he'd had of the headboard to drift between his own legs. ]

[Johnny has only has a dim awareness about what might be going on beyond the territory of his face buried in V’s backside. Only that the noise he’s making is hastening him further, never mind the way he’s pushing himself more firmly against him, which Johnny uses to tease around his entrance with more fervor than before, alternating between licking and encouraging his hole to open slightly against the soft pressure of his seeking tongue.

His own erection is bobbing between his legs, pearled with precome, but Johnny’s hands don’t wander; instead, he eventually pushes himself up from V’s ass to graze his teeth against his right cheek, which gives him clearance to speak. His voice’s gone gravelly.]

Stuck between the mattress and the headboard — bottle of lube.

[How’d it end up there? Who knows, given the state of this room. But who fucking cares, because Johnny’s getting eager, moving a finger from his organic hand to press against V’s entrance — just enough to make his intentions clear.]

Toss it here.

[ Fingers barely making it around his dick to stroke himself, V's distantly aware that what he's being asked to do is worth it. It's just difficult to want to let go of the rock hard, weeping cock that's aching with unspent arousal. He can't reach with the hand that's holding his weight firm against Johnny's mouth without falling into the headboard.

The sigh of frustration is audible as he drops his hand away and slides it along the crease where the mattress joins the headboard. A sigh that turns into sharp breath in the moment Johnny's finger's teasing something firmer than his tongue. Fingertips grasp what he's searching for, pluck it from where it's wedged to pass it back with a backwards glance.

If his optics changed based on arousal, they'd be blown wide, but maybe the mostly-undone, messy look of wanting gets the message across. His skin's warm, pulse elevated and the sapphire embedded at the top of his spine looks more like sunlight through the bluest ocean than a hard gemstone. Eventually he pulls himself together enough to string together more than appreciative noises. ]

Been a while.

[ It's all he says about how recently - or not - he's had somebody prepare him like this. ]

[Johnny’s happy to be the first in a while. It bloats his ego further, but even that’s all relative in the twisting knot of lust and heat shared between both men.

Johnny’s hasty about slicking his fingers with lube, the bottle still uncapped when he sets it aside in the mesh of sheets. He’s impatient to return his touch to V, and meets his entrance again with a newly well-slicked finger, pressing in, but not yet penetrating.]

You like it?

[Like this, he can sit up on his knees properly. He can really squeeze the curve of his ass, spread him apart some. He can brush his hard, leaking cock against the back of V’s thigh.]

Wanna hear just how much.

[Johnny buries his finger into V’s ass, up to the first knuckle. Fuck. He’s warm and tight.]

Make some noise for me, Vincent.

[And then up to the last knuckle, slicking in against V’s muscles, encouraging, prying.]

[ V's still looking over his shoulder, half-watching Johnny coat his fingers in his peripheral vision. He doesn't have to see properly for it to have an effect, even less so when he feels one of those slick digits press up against him, the hot, hard weight of Johnny's cock nudging the back of his thigh. His sometimes fucked brain doesn't struggle to make that connection.

It doesn't fail to understand Johnny using his name either. His actual name. But maybe something from his fantasies is playing out because of it. Later he'll realize he can't in all good conscience call Johnny 'Robert' anymore, not even as a joke. He knows too much now.

For now he's otherwise distracted, and as Johnny's finger slides inside him as far as it's going to, V's brows tighten together, jaw slack, and his forehead drops against the headboard. If the other man wants to hear how much he's enjoying it, he'd have got that without asking. The extra layer of sensation through their sync dials everything up well past a hundred, and this time V's groan is louder, more hoarse. He wants to get off so bad, wants Johnny to get him off, but he doesn't reach for his cock again. ]

[His patience is barely holding on by a thread. Each of V’s groans, the sensations of him clenching around his finger, is like a knife slowly slicing into his resolve. He barely gets a chance to slide a second finger in to loosen him up when the way V brushes against his dick, purely accidental, nearly sends him over the edge. Johnny bites his lip, sucking in air. Jesus Christ. Jesus—]

Christ, look at you, can barely stand it—

[And that’s the truth. He can’t, his resolve tossed away like refuse, now replaced by everything held back — impatience. Want. Frustration that he can’t have V clenched around his swollen cock right now.

Johnny‘s fingers unceremoniously slide out of V, and he leans forward to grab the man by his shoulders and flip him over on his back; the use of his chrome arm makes that easy. This way, he can see his face — and V can see Johnny’s, eyes darkened and pupils wide, skin tinging flushed, focused on the other man like he’s the only thing that matters right now. Wild, almost.

The one thing stopping the rockerboy from sliding his cock straight into him is the fact that he has to take the time to hike V’s leg up, high enough to rest propped up on a shoulder, and then a few seconds more to slick his own erection with lube before continuing.]

Touch yourself. [More issued command than request.] Wanna see your face while you’re getting yourself off when I’m fucking you.

[ V's not a small man to flip over, but he's pliant enough to lend his weight in the right direction. Flat on his back he gets full view of Johnny; the way his fingers are moving to coat his cock, the way his hair falls forward in places, the glint of his dog tags and the intensity in his gaze as it's turned on him. And what he's got for Johnny in return is a similar look, less focused but like nothing else exists outside their two bodies.

His cock's lying heavy against his stomach, darker red, swollen head already leaking, and he's close to desperation. He knows what's coming, aches for it more than he's got words for, but he doesn't need them. Their synchrony's familiar, like things were before Mikoshi. No holds barred. They might not share thoughts anymore, but feelings are that much more powerful to try and grapple with.

And V's just about desperate enough to do as he's been asked, chrome hand dropped to the sheets for now to anchor himself and 'ganic hand fisting around his cock. It's not so much a flutter of pleasure as an avalanche, the deeply-held knowledge that he's not going to last beyond a few good strokes the backdrop to the almost immediate groan, mostly shaped into the word 'fuck'. ]

Shit, Johnny. So close.

[V looks on the verge of undone, but Johnny won’t be satisfied until he’s been pushed over it, completely and utterly useless with pleasure, taking him with him. His cock’s weeping as badly as his — he’s just as close as Johnny, who’s gotten maybe only a quarter of the same stimulation, which says something for the effect he has on the older man. Just how much he’s been wanting this, maybe, and for how long.

He doesn’t say anything else; there’s nothing else to say. Johnny isn’t gentle about the way he guides his cock straight towards V’s slicked entrance, and grinds his hips forward to push into him, buried to the hilt.

(His gem shines like fire. Their connection is overwhelming, but familiar. Feels like being whole again, feels like the pieces of his soul gone missing are finding each other, entwining in emotion and physical sensation. The sex is just an amplifier, a feedback loop that makes it all louder, more intense, more raw, shines a sun on what he hasn’t felt since before Mikoshi: complete.)

Conscious thought has left him at this point. Right now, Johnny works only on primal intuition and instinct, pausing just long enough to get V’s other leg propped up on his opposite shoulder, grabbing his thighs to hoist him up at that perfect angle. He thrusts into him hard, pistons into as deep as he can go, chasing after his release, eyes cast down to V to watch his own. Again and again, an ardent, inelegant tempo.]

—fuck, V… Fuck…

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[ With Johnny finally sliding inside of him, V's fighting the instinct to pump his cock just the right way to bring him crashing over the edge. He wants to - fuck, he's desperate to - but the feeling of being filled up like this is so preem he also doesn't want it to stop. Any discomfort that might've flared is just as soon extinguished, and all he can do for a couple of long seconds is twist his fingers tighter into the bedsheets as the other man slams into him.

The sync finally hits its stride like it hasn't before, and even through the haze of arousal, of being fucked hard and fast, he can feel the clarity. Like being able to see to the bottom of the ocean like there's no darkness to swallow up the view. He can feel it, tattered and torn parts of both of them mended in this connection. He feels like he can breathe again.

His optics don't leave Johnny's face, even as he strokes himself in earnest, the culmination of he has no idea how long set to boil over and he's ready for it. He's so fucking ready.

It still somehow catches him by surprise, Johnny's cock angled just right to hit the sweet spot. There's no hoarse groan this time; V actually yells something incoherent, and he has no idea if he's cursing or shouting Johnny's name. Strings of come shoot onto his stomach, ass clenching tight around Johnny's cock still buried deep and the synchrony reaches some new peak he feels like he can barely keep contained. ]

[If the sync wasn’t enough to do it, the look on V’s face would’ve been. The sound of his voice tumbling from his mouth. His ass clenching hard around his cock, every muscle tensing with explosive orgasm. Ropes of his come spilling across his middle. It’s too much to fight against, and he doesn’t want to, anyway.

A few quick, errant thrusts more is all it takes before his whole frame stiffens, holding onto V tightly, like he’s the only thing keeping him anchored to this planet. His cock twitches, coming inside of him, and he’s not aware of whatever guttural noise he pairs with it. Only that the sync and the orgasm both are sending him reeling, unlike anything he’s felt before — like becoming undone and put together again the right way. Enough to jar a consciousness into a haze; enough for the rest to feel clear and unhindered, this one moment emancipated from all else.

It takes a minute, then, to calm his breathing, to slowly break the surface of reality again. He grip slackens, but he can’t be bothered to even move V off of him, or pull out. His head is lowered, as if ready to say a silent prayer, except this particular prayer is breathless and graceless, fighting off a shiver trying to run down his spine:]

Holy shit.

[ Legs and hips still hoisted in the air, his hand slick with his own come, V doesn't move beyond the deep rise and fall of his chest. In and out, like it's the only thing that's still based in a world he'd felt elevated from in the sweetest of ways. The Synchrony settles into something warm, deeply fond, and it's only at the point he barely feels like he can keep his eyes open that they flutter shut for a couple of seconds.

'course Johnny's take - yeah, holy shit - on the whole thing draws a bonelessly amused breath out through his nose, and slowly a leg slides off the older man's shoulder until it's cradled in the crook of an elbow. It's been some time since V's felt so authentically put back together, and for now he's just basking in the feeling, the post-fuck glow of a preem orgasm settling pleasantly between the fibers of his muscles.

When his brain does finally regain some semblance of executive function, just enough to put some words together, the corners of his lips turn up, cozy humor seeping into their shared connection via touch. ]

Not bad.

[ His voice is wrecked, hoarse to the point of almost cracking, but he manages to get the two words out; a very obvious, very joking understatement about how he feels, how they feel together. ]

[The warmth of the afterglow’s long soaking into his bones, too, and through their sync lies something beyond fond, the things Johnny always has trouble putting into words, given life for him. He scoffs lazily at V’s comment despite himself, trying to inject his usual sarcasm into his reply. It just sounds a little dazed.]

Yeah, just alright, I guess.

[Being a smartass about it seems to grant him some semblance of energy again, and he shrugs V’s legs off of him, letting his limbs settle on opposite sides. He then puts forth the monumental effort to shift over next to V, laying his head down on one pillow, strands of hair messily strewn across. His cock’s still ruddy from their fucking, but it’s a very Silverhand thing to do to leave his partner with the biggest mess to clean up.]

Move. You’re too big to lie right in the middle.

[Even though Johnny’s reaching out on the opposite side to open a nightstand drawer and fish around for a pack of cigarettes somewhere.]

[ Still slick between his cheeks, and there's no way after Johnny's pulled out it's staying put, V's slow on the uptake. What Johnny doesn't say in words is lit up in neon in their connection, and long after the other man's shifted to find his own place on the bed V can still feel the residual sentiment like the brightest star in the sky.

While the rockerboy's rooting around for whatever it is he's looking for, V's own gaze is casting around for something - anything - to clean himself up with. At the same time he's trying not to catch the still open bottle of lube with his heel. Not that this isn't his favorite kind of mess. ]

You got a rag or somethin'?

[ Because the bathroom feels like too far away and V's willing to move a couple inches to create some more space but beyond that requires energy he just doesn't have. That exhaustion from earlier? It's coming back with a vengeance now that he's fucked his way to this kind of contentedness. ]

[There’s a pause. Johnny shifting to grab for something at the floor of the bed instead of the nightstand.]

Here.

[He tosses over his shoulder an old t-shirt, the article of clothing arcing straight towards V’s head.]

Needs to be washed, anyway.

[is this the aftercare you hoped and dreamed about, v]

[ Barely scratching the surface, but he can't say he's overly surprised. At least the shirt flung his way is caught with a hand rather than his head, a testament to reflexes that are just about quick enough even on this side of tired as fuck.

And, for his troubles, Johnny gets a snorted response.

Even as he's cleaning himself up - hand, belly, between his legs - he's probably paying less attention than he usually might. When it comes to things like this he's hardly bothered if there's a hot shower somewhere in his near future. For now, as soon as he's done, he balls the shirt up between his hands and half-contemplates offering it to Johnny for his own cleanup.

In the end, the shirt ends up dropped to the floor the side of the bed he's on, and in his quest to not lose the relaxed, just-fucked chill, he leans back again and tucks a hand behind his head. ]

Still thinkin' 'bout whose ass is payin' for my bike, by the way.

[ Yeah, he's not forgotten about that either. Though the sleepy, eyes barely cracked gaze doesn't seem overly threatening, if at all. ]

[Johnny seems more interested in getting his cigarettes than cleaning up, finally grabbing a pack and rolling back over. Once he’s got one between his fingers, he lights it up with a little bit of fire magic, and soon the usual coil of smoke is snaking up towards the ceiling.]

The first thing you gonna do after I screw you is bring up the bike? It got back in one piece, isn’t that what matters?

[A dismissive wave with his organic hand, Johnny sits up a little and glances over at V, who looks even more relaxed than he feels.]

Real romanti— Ah, shit.

[A thought severed by another coming in to interrupt.]

Left the axe next to the fire. [He elbows V.] Hey, do I get to see your walk of shame if I ask you to go get it for me?

Mmhmm.

[ An agreement that yeah, he is. But when all's said and done, whatever retribution he ends up serving is likely to be gonk in nature. So at least Johnny and Vincent have that to look forward to.

The smell of cigarettes is invasive, permeating, but part of V has gotten used to it. Johnny tastes like tobacco, so he's got no comment for that.

The question gets a doubtful laugh though. ]

Fuck's wrong with your legs?

[ That'd be a no. Though V's smirking with his eyes closed, so at least he found some humor in the attempt. Truth is, he'd have said no if he was full of energy rather than running on empty. ]

Go get it yourself. Clothes're stayin' where they are 'til whenever I wake up.

[Somehow he’s not surprised the answer is no, and Johnny thinks to argue the point further, before he concedes to the post-coital vibe of being sated and useless. He pushes himself against the headboard, leaning back, enjoying his cigarette, then.]

You got lead in your ass? Among other things.

[It’s easy enough to snipe back, though, but just like V, there’s no edge to it. Whatever. He’ll fetch his guitar later.

Johnny allows several moments of silence to pass, happy to just sit here next to V, his mind eventually wandering as it often does. A contemplative heart always churning his thoughts around; that’s nothing new for him.

Eventually—]

…You ever read Milton?

[He glances over at V. The gonk still even awake?]

[ Apparently the matter's dropped and V, mostly forgetting about even being asked in those few moments of surprisingly peaceful silence, cracks his eyes open again. ]

Never got 'round to it.

[ Which could be a sarcastic answer from some, but the nomad's genuine. Thing is, a rolling library's never going to be the most fully-stocked. Mostly, what they had was anything that had been recovered from years gone by, or old books clan members not around anymore had left behind. Some of those books had been so ancient reading them without them turning to dust was quite the achievement. But it did make for an interesting, very broad - if not sometimes obscure - selection of reading material.

Deciding he's willing enough to see where Johnny's thoughts are taking him, he rolls over onto his front, both arms digging up under the pillow his head's on. Least he's got his face twisted in the other man's direction. ]

Why'd ya ask?

[He pauses again, exhaling smoke. It threatens to permeate the space between them before drifting up, up, uselessly.]

Was just thinkin’… ‘the mind is its own place’.

[Another pause, and Johnny leans his head back, watching the cigarette smoke dissipate somewhere between the blades of the ceiling fan, caught in a ceaseless, slow spin.]

’A mind not to be changed by place or time
The mind is its own place, and in itself
Can make a heav’n of hell, a hell of heav’n’

[He remembers that damn book, far too fucking long, left behind by the last guest in that little dump of a room in the Pistis Sophia. Took him weeks to get through it, given his mindset at the time — but there are pieces that still resonate with him, decades later.

He didn’t really get a chance to say it before; both of them got too caught up in each other, but now that the room’s gone a little more quiet, and the nighttime is properly ready to claim at least one of them, he figures now’s as good of a time as any.]

Just wanted to tell you… thanks for being willin’ to trudge through my hell with me. Know you didn’t have a choice for a while, but most people would’ve walked away long before now.

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