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« @SILVERHAND » TEXT ✧ AUDIO ✧ VIDEO ✧ ACTION Johnny Silverhand ✦ Cyberpunk 2077
RESIDENCE ✦ Townhouse
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby "Not here. Leave a message."

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Yeah, I’m so predictable, and you’re just as dense as a bag of bricks as always.

Ever think that a non-answer is an answer? Ever think that maybe people choose to ignore things and pretend nothing happened for a reason?

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Original. Call me a gonk too if it makes ya feel like that's gonna convince me otherwise. I'm not stupid Johnny

Bunch of reasons but I don't know what yours is. Bet you want me to think you're just an asshole to the core but I know that's not true either so

What exactly am I supposed to think?

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I am an asshole but ain’t it.

Goddamn it

Why are you so eager to make things more complicated than they are? Can’t you just accept that I don’t even wanna think about this?

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Complicated? What the fuck is complicated about it? It just is. The only thing that's complicated is figuring out why you're being so fuckin evasive

You don't want to think about it and I can't make you. But I thought you'd at least have my back enough to give me a straight answer whatever it is and whenever that is. Not 'I don't want to think about this period'

So what I got now is a ton of bullshit guesswork to try figure it out myself

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Don’t know how much fucking clearer I can be.

Nothing’s changed. Nothing’s happened. Nothing’s going to change. Same as if you didn’t bring it up at all.

In fact, I’m not talking about this anymore. If it doesn’t have to do with music or street racing, I’m not humoring you.